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Kurayami99

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WOAH INTERESTING QUESTIONS
  • 01:tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now? Honestly, I don't like anybody rn.
  • 02:what on your body is hurting or bothering you? my head
  • 03:what was your last thought before going to bed last night? probably something depressing
  • 04:what are you listening to? mayday parade- miserable at best
  • 05:what’s something you’re not looking forward to? life after high school
  • 06:where do you think your best friend is right now? somewhere, enjoying life
  • 07:have you kissed anybody in the last five days? no
  • 08:sex on the first date? sure
  • 09:kiss on the first date? sure
  • 10:is there one person you want to be with right now? yea but not in a romantic way lol
  • 11:are you seriously happy with where you are in life? nope, not at all.
  • 12:is there something you would like to say to someone? many things
  • 13:what are three things you did today? homework, played sims4, tumblr.
  • 14:would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over? sleep at a friends house
  • 15:what is your favorite kind of gum? mint
  • 16:are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends? nope
  • 17:what is on your wrists right now? nothing
  • 18:ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with? all the time
  • 19:does anyone have strong feelings for you? I don't think so
  • 20:are you slowly drifting away from someone? ...yea.. multiple people
  • 21:have you ever wasted your time on someone? yup
  • 22:can you do the alphabet in sign language? no
  • 23:how have you felt today? pretty shitty and sad actually.
  • 24:you receive £60 without any reason, what do you spend it on? food, probably
  • 25:what is wrong with you right now? I'm v sad and I have bronchitis or some shit like that
  • 26:is there anyone you’re really disappointed in? yup.
  • 27:would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now? starbucks
  • 28:why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore? I dont have an ex
  • 29:how late did you stay up last night and why? like 12, and because it's a weekend i guess
  • 30:when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? yesterday
  • 31:what were you doing an hour ago? sitting on my lazy ass on my computer
  • 32:what are you looking forward to in the next month? nothin.
  • 33:are you wearing jeans right now? nope
  • 34:are you a patient person? not at all
  • 35:do you think you can last in a relationship for three months? maybe,
  • 36:favorite color? blue
  • 37:did you have a dream last night? yes
  • 38:are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants? pajama pants
  • 39:if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be? a v cute boy that smells good
  • 40:do you love anyone who is not related to you? yea
  • 41:if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? maybe it depends but that might make it awkward tbh
  • 42:do you like meeting new people? yea
  • 43:are you afraid of falling in love? nah
  • 44:ever self-harmed or starved yourself? both yea
  • 45:has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes? i think so?? lol tbh i dont remember
  • 46:have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough? all the time
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why not

2 min read
  • Have you ever:
  • 1. Skipped class? yea
  • 2. Done drugs? yea
  • 3. Self harmed? yup
  • 4. Drank? yea
  • 5. Shoplifted? yea...
  • 6. Gotten a tattoo? no
  • 7. Broken up with someone? nope
  • What's your favorite:
  • 8. Show? right now, the 100 or shameless
  • 9. Movie? spirit, possibly. got too many.
  • 10. Song? right now - never lose your flames- issues
  • 11. Tumblr? mine ;)
  • 12. Singer/Band? ehh
  • 13. Memory? dont have one
  • 14. Book? too many
  • This or that:
  • 15. Invisibility or Ability to fly? invisibility
  • 16. Cookies or Cake? cookies
  • 17. Twitter or Facebook? fb
  • 18. Movies or Books? movies
  • 19. Coke or Sprite? sprite
  • 20. Blind or Deaf? neither
  • 21. Tea or Coffee? tea
  • What's your:
  • 22. Age? 16
  • 23. Sign? white lol
  • 24. Height? 5'3"
  • 25. Sexual orientation? straight
  • 26. Shoe size? 10
  • 27. Religion? none
  • 28. Longest relationship? ehh
  • Opinion on:
  • 29. Gay rights? equality is good
  • 30. Second chances? depends
  • 31. Long distance relationships? meh
  • 32. Abortion? if it's necessary
  • 33. The death penalty? depends, mostly no
  • 34. Marijuana ? yay
  • 35. Love? ehhhh :/
  • Do you:
  • 36. Believe in ghost? no
  • 37. Shower facing the shower head or turned away from it? turned away
  • 38. Sleep with the door opened or closed? closed
  • 39. Love someone? nah
  • 40. Still watch cartoons? yes lol
  • 41. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no
  • 42. Like yourself? nah
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  • 1. had sex? No
  • 2. bought condoms? No
  • 3. gotten pregnant? No
  • 4. failed a class? Yes
  • 5. kissed a boy? Yes
  • 6. kissed a girl? Yes
  • 7. had a job? No
  • 8. left the house without my wallet? Yes
  • 9. bullied someone on the internet? Yes
  • 10. sexted? Yes
  • 11. had sex in public? No
  • 12. smoked weed? yes
  • 13. smoked cigarettes? yes
  • 14. smoked a cigar? no
  • 15. drank alcohol? yes
  • 16. been to a wedding? no
  • 17. been on the computer for 5 hours straight? lmao of course
  • 18. watched tv for 5 hours straight? yup
  • 19. been late for school? yea
  • 20. kissed in the rain? no
  • 21. showered with someone else? no
  • 22. been outside my home country? no
  • 23. been on a road trip longer than 5 hours? nope
  • 24. had lice? yup
  • 25. gotten my heart broken? yea
  • 26. had a credit card?no
  • 27. been to a professional sports game? nope
  • 28. broken a bone? no
  • 29. been unhappy about my weight? yes
  • 30. won a trophy? do virtual ones count? lmao
  • 31. cut myself? yes
  • 32. been on a diet? i guess, technically
  • 33. rode in a taxi? yes
  • 34. stayed up for 24 hours or more? yes
  • 35. been to a concert? nope
  • 36. had a crush on someone of the same sex? no
  • 37. had braces? no
  • 38. wore make up? yes
  • 39. lost my virginity before I was 16?no
  • 40. kissed someone a different race than myself? no
  • 41. Snuck out of the house? no
  • 42. had oral sex? no
  • 43. dyed my hair?yes
  • 44. met someone famous?no
  • 45. been on vacation? no
  • 46. been on a boat? yes
  • 47. been on an airplane? no
  • 48. prank called someone? yes
  • 49. taken a pregnancy test? no
  • 50. been suspended from school? yes
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regret

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more then anything i used to want to feel happy again
now that i do, i dont think i want it
without the constant sadness im realizing how lonely and empty i am

i almost wish for the depression to pull me under again
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Nothing is fun anymore. I don't get excited for anything. The things I used to enjoy doing now seem like a chore but I keep on trying anyway because I miss the feeling. I also miss a lot of people I'm probably never going to see again and even if I do see them it's not going to be the same because they've moved on and I'm still stuck in the past.

And the biggest problem is, I don't know whats wrong with me, so I can't fix myself even if I wanted too.
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